2010 here.

i knew its been ages since my last post.
everyone keep asking me why.
okay people. many reasons or should be excuses.
haven't really been blogging on my feelings for things few weeks.
so lets begin with :

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
*i know its a bit late*

2010! i guess its a year closer to the end of the world.
let's see about 2009. it all seems so long ago yet so recent.
well, it was still 2009 four days ago. right?
anyway, lot's of things happened last year that im proud of and not so proud of.
and also some things that i regretted doing and had not regretted doing.
im not really sure how to put this. it's like a jar of mixed up thoughts and feelings.
i don't really know what to say about 2009.
it has been a great year with loads of surprises, yet there were lots of downfalls.
i feel that 2010 is just like any other year,
with a different number. with different experiences. different decisions.
different views. different scenes of life.
everything's different.
but it still ME here.
i wish to have a new life.

to be honest, i dont know what to blog about at all.
im just randomly shooting sentences on the key board.
listening to random songs playing on my player.
no wonder this post is rather random.
i guess i should blog about what i did for the past few weeks till this moment.
but really lack of ideas. so just randomly ya.

im done with my mid semester exam.
5 papers. not going to comment any of it.
which mean need to start prepare for final from now.

thats all i guess about my last few days of 2009.
and today was my first day to class after exam.
and thank god everything turn to be okay.
as i have those helpful & caring friends here.

ps ; letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.