I miss him.

 One of the greatest freedoms is simply not caring what everyone else thinks of you. 

Happiness is never constant, and it’s not supposed to be.

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This is totally unrelated to above. LOL. Out of sudden, I miss him so much. He's gone exactly 3months ago. He was always an energetic, cheerful and a sociable member of our family. He being with us in the family for so long made me feel that she was mortal just like all of us. He sleeps on his back with his paws in the air and lips hanging down so his teeth stick out. And I will miss the way he greeted me every time I came home, like I had been gone for years and years, when in fact it had only been a few days or weeks. He started showing symptoms of infection over the last few days before he passed away and was put on tablets by the vet. However, over the past few days he seemed to get worse rapidly and her breathing and appetite wasn’t good. Despite that he was still wagging his tale and look at me, but on the next afternoon the day before he left us, he really seemed to struggle and we rushed him to the vets, he kept him there in a bid to try and settle his internal bleeding and nausea. The next morning, I went to visit him with the hope that could bring him back home, the vets said he had passed away naturally as his internal organs infected by virus. I kissed and comfort him when we left him there, but thought I would see him again. We are all just devastated and so lost. You’re not in pain anymore my dear. I will never forget you, you will forever be in my heart. We may not be together in the way we used to be but we are still connected by a cord no one can see. I love you. T____T